Ferguson

I don't truly ever understand why people resort to violence, as if that is going to make a difference in the jury's verdict.  The only thing that is being caused by people is more aggravation, devastation and destruction.  It bothers me how closed minded people are.  Yes it is bothersome that there was no real justice for Michael Brown and the verdict truly sends the wrong message but people need to take a more positive approach towards it.  It just gets me so upset...

Survey off of Facebook

Took this survey: What does your last name say about you???

 

You are:

An agent of Love, Hope, and Empathy

You live in the hearts of many. You're a treasure trove of empathy, dignity, care, and uncompromising love. You've healed countless people with your love and care. Your compassion is unique, and you truly understand what others are going through. Life brings many ups and downs but you've picked your head up through and through. You will forever be remembered for your remarkable empathy and dignity!

 

Understandable....

It's difficult at times to self define ourselves!! Are we coming or are we going? Do we want or do we need? What is love aside from an action word? Do we believe in love to love or lust to love? Are we afraid to be alone n lonely or afraid to feel and be committed? What is cheating and what is being faithful? Do we cheat or stay faithful? Do we trust or just not care? Do we stay loyal or do we slither? Do we live a lifestyle or just live life according to our struggles? Do we judge n criticize or just accept? How can one define themselves with so much out there?? In life one should remain true and honest to themselves and accept responsibilities for their own actions.

Just Relax ???

I have come to realize that as we get older our lives become inundated and at times overwhelming with being on the constant on-the-go.  We forget what it means to step back and take a breather because we are just too busy catching our breathes.  What is the definition of just relax??  Any clue?  Well here is what the Merriam-Webster defines it as:   re·laxverb \ri-ˈlaks\

: to become or to cause (something) to become less tense, tight, or stiff
: to stop feeling nervous or worried

: to spend time resting or doing something enjoyable especially after you have been doing work

In just taking a look at the definition there is no way in which we can truly ever just relax or be relaxed.  Life in itself keeps us on edge and that does not include all of the responsibilities we all have.   Even when we are asleep our bodies are not relaxed, we wake up tense, stressed and achy.  

Raped Lips

It was not intended nor a thought.
It was a moment of unexpected rush.
It was just the temptation of desire of wondering if the nerve was there to just take.
Take what you want just because you feel the want to just want it.
Was it the intoxication or just simply the need of wanting to be daring.
Slick in a mans way.
The cheek was the object but some how the lips interlocked.
The lips got raped repeatedly with no hesitation.
Seductive yet intrigued by knowing the will and power was still there.
Would those lips be raped again?? No one will ever know!!

Sunday Funday

It was a busy day today....  Church this morning and then rush to get home.  Had to get my daughter ready for her performance at Van Nuys Recreation park, Van Nuys Cheerleaders performed at the festival.  Then met up with friends and had one too many Cucumber Jalapeno Margaritas at Tequilas Grill in Burbank.... Followed up with drinks at my friends house....  What a day!!!

Funkytown

When I was five years old I remember this song being my all time favorite "Funkytown", by LIPPS.... I had my parents buy the 8 track tape, yes an 8 track!!!  LOL!!!! Every time I hear this song it always takes me back to the moment in Pacoima,  coming out of the meat market that was located on San Fernando Road, called Silver Meat Market..  A man standing outside selling 8 tracks and playing my song. 
But now this song will have more of memory for me, it will not only take me back to when I was five years old but it will remind of last night in the back of my jeep... LOL!!!!!   Explosions and all!!!  Bad girl I am!!! 

My Treasures

As I see my children grow up and be the young men and the young lady they are becoming, the more I can say this is why I went through double hell and back.  I have tumbled, stumbled and fallen but I have refused to crumble.  Having my first child at a very early age was a struggle and was tough but some how I have managed to stay above water, even when I was barely gasping for air.  My first born was my rock, my strength the foundation to the formation of something I did not know.  As I see my children now, I understand. 
Marvin is planning on enlisting into the Marines, Raymond attends Oregon University and Aleyah well she is in high school and is a cheerleader.. .
This are my kids - Marvin, Raymond and Aleyah -

WOOHOOO!!!!!

A very Happy Birthday Professor Oberman and many happy wishes!!!

Running Thoughts

I am in the mood to release the venom within me

To savage you up and endure painful pain

To see you squirm and hear you scream

Would bring just pleasure to my soul

To ravage you up and masticate you with my devilish ways

It would bring just pleasure of releasing such hatred and anger

No fear involved

Just venting away would bring an adrenaline rush to my head

Loving the thought of causing you such pain would be so orgasmic