Happy Halloween

Where has the Halloween innocence disappeared to?  I asked my daughter on our way to school today, "do you think a lot of the kids at your school will have appropriate costumes?"  She replied, "Mom it's high school, what do you think?"  And then we see this girl on her way to school barely able to walk in 5 inch heels with a tutu.... 

Amusing NOT!!

I find people to be amusing but not in the way anyone would think.  They wake up and already are off to a bad start just because they woke up.  Like really!????   Happy they should be, they have another day to make a change or difference not only in their lives but in the lives of others.  OH wait, they cannot since they woke up hating the world.  Why???  Like the world owes them anything, if anything thankful they should be that the world exists.  So much can be learned from others and implemented into their own lives.  Oh that is right, their lives are just perfect that is why they never seem to share a smile with anyone.  They are too good for that.  Wake up buddy and smell the real life shit, nothing will ever be perfect and it does not hurt to crack a smile once in a while.  It may actually make you feel better about yourself and appreciate the beauty of life....

Forever missed!!!

Remembering the day you came into our lives
You were just a little lost soul
Not knowing life; living as if there was no tomorrow
Always smiling no matter how hard times were
Remembering the days we spent together
The family times we shared together
You were given a precious gift and you accepted it
That was a day of great importance 
You were overjoyed
Becoming more than what you were in her life gave you happiness
We trusted you with our precious gift
We gave you guidance as best as I could
But one day
You made the choice to leave
You left the earth without saying good bye
Our world was empty without your smile
You brought laughter into our hearts
You gave us joy
But you chose to take it away from us
You gave us pain and sorrow
Never did we ask for this
Your selfish ways took over
Not realizing how much pain you would cause us
Till this day we love you and miss you
We cry for every moment we think of you
For all your silly ways and all your jokes
Always remembering you in our hearts
Missed always from the bottom of our hearts...

Here we are again

It's a beautiful day for being a Monday!!!  I can't believe how we are only about 2 months away from going into 2015!!!!  Where is the rain, the cold weather???  I recall as a little girl it was always cold around Halloween time, at times it would even rain.  How I miss rainy days!!!

No Privacy in the Net

I cannot seem to shake off the reading and video we saw on Tuesday!  The more I think about, the more I realize that in all reality there is no such thing as Act of Privacy.  We have no Freedom of Speech in the world of the net, anything can be used against you.  I feel that people who express themselves in the way the choose to in any social media network, should be allowed to.  Of course as long as it is not to offend or threaten others.  Many people hide behind a computer and like to vent and write what is on their minds.  Others is another way of just being themselves, of course the world is full of many weirdos and what nots but social media networks should not be tools for potential employers or colleges to pass judgement.  I am just saying venting and I am sure this will be seen or read some way or another but I truly do not care.  It is my right to express myself.... LOL!!!! 

Urgent Care

The visits to urgent care are sort of ickie..... so many germs floating around.  Good thing the visit there was easy and quick today.  Even though the doctor just sounded like he rambled on and on just to say she looks fine and her lungs sound good.  Ok so why the persistent cough for two weeks now, ummmm.  We will treat with antibiotics. Really WOWok.

It's a BLAH

I am sitting here at work, feeling so brainless!!!  I cannot think straight at all!!!!  So pardon me if I do not have much to write, but just felt like blogging.  It is just a blah day in my mind, cannot think straight, cannot write straight, wait there is no such thing as writing straight, right?  Do we write crooked??  Letters have loops, turns and curves......  I am just bored with not much to say, but I am avoiding contractions!! 

Relationships/Shoes

Relationships sometimes are like a pair of shoes. You find the perfect ones, they fit just right but the price is a little too steep but you get them anyways. The beauty of them wear out & the comfort was really never there.
Then you come across a pair they look nice enough, the price is great and feel comfortable enough to keep for awhile. The comfort disappears, your feet start to hurt, ache and your left with no choice but to get rid of them. Eventually you come across some decent yet not too appealing pair of shoes at a very reasonable price. They are beyond comfortable and soothe your feet and you feel as if you were walking on air. You treasure and take care of them like no other and they become your forever lasting pair.

Butterflies in My Tummy

I sit here thinking of  you
Reminiscing of how it use to be back in the days  
When then I was never a thought in your mind
Simply just a friend
Years have passed and seasons have changed more times than once
You notice me as the woman that I am
Blown away and mesmerized with loss of words
We sit and reminisce about the good old days
I captivated you just by the way I looked
You give me simple words and I just smile
You look into my eyes and give me security
You smile at me and I feel joy
You look at me and I feel butterflies in my tummy
Afraid to fall into the arms of temptation
Not knowing if you are for real
Scared to take a chance
But you give me butterflies in my tummy
When you hug me and hold me tight I feel secure
When you touch my face you give me butterflies in my tummy
I hold back because of fear of being hurt
Only time will tell what it will be
If it's meant to be
Years have passed
And you brought me back butterflies in my tummy...

Too high

Heart aching it is to know that someone can lose themselves from one minute to another.  Seeing it before your own eyes leaves you in disbelief.  One moment a young woman is blessed with the most beautiful gift of life and the next she is caught up in a world of addiction.  Such a young mind, so lost with no direction, can't even look into her own babies eyes because she is too high.  Too high to feel, to see life through clear vision.

It's Monday!!!!

I truly did not want to come in to work today, after last nights margaritas!!!!  It had been a while since I had a few margaritas and now I realized why I never enjoyed them....  They have TEKILLU (tequila)!!!  I should have just opted for something different but no we had 2 pitchers of strawberry margaritas.  Note to self "NEVER AGAIN!!" 

Natures Way

Just admiring natures life
In the whimsical misty night I hear the crackling of the wood burning in the fireplace
Envisioning a more secluded and peaceful setting
Letting my mind wonder to the peacefulness of this silence which surrounds me
Feeling so safe and secure in my own way
Scary it seems to have no worries
Carry no burdens
So wonderful though to really have a sense of peace of mind for once
What a wonderful feeling it is
Cherishing every moment is gratitude to my spirit
And happiness to my heart....

It's Wednesday!!!

Life is a beautiful gift, it shouldn't be wasted on things we have no control of.  Smile to the world with no care and carry on like you have no worries.  Good day!!!